It’s not what you say that counts…
It’s what you don’t say. Remember that game show from the seventies? I do…sort of. I remember the host, but I can’t remember his name or even how the game is played. (I was just a kid. LOL)
But I do remember the concept. Because sometimes it really isn’t what you say that counts. But what you don’t say.
For instance, this morning I was cleaning for the arrival of the Direct TV guy. I scrubbed the downstairs while my husband cleaned the master bath. Just as I got done scrubbing, he trotted downstairs, walked across my clean floor, went outside (got his shoes wet) and returned to walk across my floor again. This time with wet shoes. The she-devil in me arose, but I smacked her down. He was, after all helping me. So I said nothing. Just mopped over that spot again.
About an hour later, I remembered that when he wears his shoes inside, it’s because his back hurts. Then I felt really grateful I hadn’t said anything. Not only was he helping, but he was helping while in pain. And I’d have been very sorry I yelled!
Have you ever wondered what your life would be like if you could take back one or two of the seriously stupid things you’ve said?
Or have you ever wondered how your life would be different if you’d said something you should have said, but didn’t?
That’s what happens in MAID FOR THE MILLIONAIRE. Three weeks after Liz and Cain elope, his brother is killed in an automobile accident and he goes into a deep depression. Liz endures three years of his distance and grief, but when she has a miscarriage, and she knows she can’t turn to him for solace, she leaves. Never even telling him about their baby.
Fast forward three years, when they meet because she’s the maid assigned to clean his house and their chemistry is back full force. Cain has learned how to handle his grief and he wants his wife back.
But she’s got a secret. Something she should have said but didn’t. One of the most poignant moments of the story occurs at the fundraiser ball hosted by the charity Liz supports. Throughout the book, Liz has told Cain about her abusive father and her difficult past, but she can’t find the courage to tell him she had a miscarriage while they were married. Because she hadn’t even told him she was pregnant, she knows it’s a deal breaker. That everything between them will die if she admits she kept such an important secret from him.
At the ball, Cain asks her to dance and in his arms she experiences such a sense of what could be if only she’d had the courage to tell him about their miscarriage rather than leave their marriage, that it’s heartbreaking. It’s a dramatic Cinderella moment when she realizes how desperately she wants the prince and at the same time realizes the futility of her situation. She didn’t tell him because he was dealing with the death of his brother and their marriage was already in ruins because Cain couldn’t open up to her.
At the time she believed not making his life worse by telling him of another tragedy was the right thing. But that one choice now dictates her life. It haunts her and taunts her, as she’s in the arms of the man she loves, realizing she can never really have him.
Which takes us back to our theme.
Sometimes it’s not what you say that counts; it’s what you don’t say.
Book two of the duet, MAID FOR THE SINGLE DAD, features feisty, happy-go-lucky Ellie who no one would ever guess was a victim of abuse. She works tirelessly for the women helped by the charity both she and Liz support. But when her moment comes, when she meets the man who could be the man of her dreams, all of Ellie secrets must come out and be addressed too.
Telling secrets takes courage and time. They can’t just be spilled to strangers. So Ellie has to learn to pick her moments, bide her time and pray she really is interpreting Mac’s intentions correctly. Luckily, he has an adorable daughter and a sweet baby, Henry, to lighten the mood and show both Mac and Ellie that having a family is worth living through the trauma of not only being your real self, but having the courage to admit your past.
Have you ever wished you could go back in time and take back something you’ve said? Or are you one of those people, like Liz, who wishes she could go back in time to SAY something!
I’ll be giving away a copy of the duet, both MAID FOR THE MILLIONAIRE and MAID FOR THE SINGLE DAD, to one lucky commenter! So, let’s hear your thoughts.


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